I cannot lose you a second time

Seventeen-year-old Julie has planned her future perfectly - finally get out of the small town, move to the city with her boyfriend Sam and study, spend the summer in Japan. But then Sam dies. And everything is different.Julie is devastated, doesn't go to the funeral, throws away what she owns of Sam and tries to forget him. But when she reads a note from Sam in her old yearbook, it all comes flooding back. Just to hear his voice, she calls Sam's mobile number. And Sam picks up ...

Dustin Thao's highly emotional debut novel about love, grief and loss immediately stormed the New York Times bestseller list, became a TikTok sensation and has since moved millions of readers around the world to tears.

With a beautifully coloured book cover, only available in a limited first edition!