In 2015, the youngest son of children's book illustrator Melanie Garanin passed away. This was an unimaginable shock for the entire family, which Garanin began to process in her own way: she drew. Initially in a blog, and after experiencing how many other parents felt the same, she started illustrating the whole story as a graphic novel. The result is a book where despair and anger have their place alongside beautiful memories and humor, a book that does not sugarcoat anything and shows her path back to life.